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09 luglio hello allhiya,
oooo not been on here for a while, hope everyone is ok ? well not been up to nowt much just work,chilling and going out (when im not working
 ). Well lets see love life still nil and void so nowt changed there though thats my own fault to be honest, i just cant be arsed looking for anyone new (lazy mare ), but thats probly due to the fact that im being mithered to death off an ex and im begining to feel like im being stalked ! Ex's are ex's for a reason and this one will definately stay an ex lol we all make mistakes and he was a big one  not really got much else to tell ya's apart from had a bit of a scare with my throat and ended up in hospital but got the all clear  so happy days ! right im off to bed to get me zzzz's nite all latersssssssssssDee xx 04 gennaio something strange is going on !hiya,
yep im alive and kicking, hope you all had a brill xmas and new year mine wasn't too bad once i'd recovered from the demon dentist lol,right im confused as too where i'm getting all the friends requests from ive added some people (whom i dont know so hiya to you all ) but im afraid ive had to decline another 9 tonight as i havent got a clue where they are all coming from if anyone knows can they tell me please lol right its late so brew and bed laterssssssssss
Dee xx 20 dicembre Agonyhiya,
well im in agonyyyyyyyyy my gob is killing me 3 teeth out and man my jaw is sore ! but on the other hand at least i can smile again lol seems i was quite happy in the dentist chair and was singing so yep the sedation worked well pmsl right im off to take some more pain killers coz like i said ouchhhhhhh it sore latersssssss Dee xxxlong time no bloghiya,
omg i havent blogged for ages so here goes lol , well i been in the wars and knocked me front tooth out haha look like gummy bear but i go back to the demon dentist tomoz to get it sorted pmsl could only happen to me ! As everyone who knows me knows im shit scared of the dentist so its a big deal for me
 but im being sedated and sorted out i havent been out with me mates for ages because of it and i been lisping lol,mini me brought another ipod down last night for me to sort out im getting pretty nifty with them now lol,ive done most of my xmas shopping so only got a few prezzies to get i hate shopping grrrrrr why do people shop like there is a war on ffs, hello the shops are only shut for a day ! anyways im getting off the shopping subject or i'll start ranting lol hmm what else i been doing not a lot really due to the tooth but the party can start again after tomoz,ive finish work now till the new year so i am chillin, right nuff said for 1 blog i can hear the kettle boiling ooooo before i go incase i dont come back for a bit MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR latersssssssssDee xx 09 ottobre hmmmm !hiya,
well thought id write a little bit of summat on here as ive not been blogging,
not really been up to much except work ! though i have been shopping yes a bit of retail therapy in manchester didnt kill me as you know i hate shopping ! haha yes i bagged a couple of bargains so result lol,mini me has done me head in wiv her ipod coz i accidently wiped 200 and odd tunes off it woops
 but i have put most back on  another reason i havent been signing in mess or writing on here is ive been a bit down and didnt feel like talking about it when im like that im best left alone to get on with it, though i have been on facebook lol only because its summat new till i get bored with it like everything else haha ! Ive decided to treat meself to a new telly and might go get it tomoz yeahhh see what mood im in first lol right enough of my waffle im off latersssssssssss Dee xx 17 settembre Dizzy blonde lol !hiya,
well what a week ive had ! ive been in the wars lol im sure i been jinxed all week here's my list of injuries 1 stumped big toe (grrrr not funny)2 banged me head (haaaaa didnt knock no sense in) 3 tripped and fell (yes i felt a dik had a quick look round make sure no one seen me)4 caught sleeve on door handle and scalded meself wiv a brew (soooo not funny) 5 burnt meself wiv hair straighteners (could anything else go wrong this week) so wiv burns, bruises and scratches i managed to have a safe weekend lol,went out friday down swinton wiv plummy and loz,but alas as we were coming home the bloody taxi driver farted so me an loz were gassed on the way home we both know none of us did it so had to be him,sweaty arse ewww ! also went out saturday safely lol no bumps or rancid taxi drivers and yes me and sharon had a good nite ! So ive been pissed all weekend yeahh me lol but i have suffered today and didnt come alive till about 12-30 haha but apart from that not really done naff all else, love life still piss poor so no change there then ! so enough of me ramblings im off to kip got work in morning so latersssssssss
xxxxx Dee
01 settembre been good for a change lolhiya,
yep ive been good all week hehe for once i havent been up to mischief lol but its saturday so theres still time,well ive had a couple of weeks to sort my personal shit out and it looks like ive done it,all is quiet in that department so shhhhhhh, lol anyways ive not really been up to nowt on me weeks off i wallpapered me mates front room thursday and got bruises on me shins off the ladders to proove it looks like i been beat up lmao,ive got a kiddies birthday party today then im off out with the girlies tonight and it will be like an old skool reunion as im going out with the girls ive known for years god help where ever we're going lol it will be a blast from the past,i think there will be a few suprised faces when we hit the old pubs we used to go in thats if we're not barred lol,anyways thats it for me im off to sort me bed hair out lol laterssssssssssss
Dee xx 27 agosto what a weekend !hiya,
well ive had a mad bank holiday weekend lol been drunk as a skunk most of it ! Went out sat night got home 12.00pm sunday stayed at me mates then shower changed and back out for 3pm not bad eh lol considering im a light weight and cant drink to save me life .
As for me little traumas ive been having lately i think they might be sorted but im not gonna speak too soon coz you know the shit may hit the fan again lol,but apart from that im in a much better mood anyways lifes to short for me to be a miserable cow lol.
Anyways i hope you lot are ok an not missed me too much,right as for love life well haha its still piss poor not that i give a rats arse lol and guess what Till i been in me jammies most of the day until i had to go out lol, right im offski me brew getting cold and me jammies are calling me
latersssssssssssssss
Dee xx 20 agosto Friendshiya,
thanks to everyone who's been leaving messages,emails and offliners on msn, ive got a lot of shit going on in my personal life at the moment and i haven't really wanted to come online as my heads in bits, and too be fair my conversation wouldnt be up to much but i hope your all ok and im not being ignorant i just need to sort myself out,thanks for being there xx Dee 29 luglio oops soz for drunken ramblinghiya,
well what can i say about last nights blog apart from oops i was drunk and waffling,don't normally write a blog when drunk as well you can see you tend to open your heart to much with a drink in you,but the truth is there and i cant deny it, sooo swiftly moving on lol we did actually have a good night in bolton ive got photos on my phone to prove it with tanya and lisa knicking the bobbies hats and posing for piccies haha,i went in new york,new york last night and can say its totally pooooooooo what i can remember anyways the place just doesnt have a good party atmosphere in fact it was full of posers eurghhh and a host of other misfits lol i think i managed to stay there for an hour before i was delightfully rat arsed and bored ! so came home in a taxi, i woke up this morning with a hang over from hell haha i bet the newsagents laugh on sundays because i went for me sunday breakfast of lucozade,nurofen and a news of the world lol,once i'd recovered enough i went to see my new little nephew Jayden he was born wednesday night at a healthy 8lb but he is tiny and so cute,he hasnt even cried once while ive been there,so yes im an auntie again lol congrats to r kid an dawn right im off for sum coffee and csi is on laterssssssss
Dee xxx drunk ramblingshiya ,
yep been out on the lash and was really enjoying meself until i bumped into my ex ,its mad because we get on so well we had a chat and a hug and then my taxi came so had to leave if im honest i left part of me with him tonight like i do every time i see him ,he's a great bloke and desrves to be happy and i really want him to be happy, i fucked this up me, you see i hurt him me single handedly ripped his heart out when i shouldnt have, he didnt deserve it any of it, i cant turn the clock back and undo it all , he didnt know i wasnt happy and maybe if id have opened my mouth we could have sorted it. i know he'll never ever read this but Greg i am so sorry you deserve better than me abd i hope you have found it with your new girlfriend i wish you all the happiness in the world , as for me i deserve to be unhappy because i brought this on myself,i cant change things and now i no longer wish to at one time i probly would have,i thought id sorted my head out i obviously havent and need more time to do this but ive got other things going on at mo so its hard its harder when you part on good terms too i guess its easier if you can hate the person but how can you hate someone who's done nowt wrong anyways im off to sober up wiv sum coffee im steamin lol laters xx Dee 12 luglio its mehiya,
well its about time i wrote on here ,seeing as ive not been on for a while , firstly i want to say hiya to Trina its nice to meet you !
Right whats been happening in my boring life not a bloody lot really ,love life still piss poor,been dead busy at work so not been out to check any talent out but i shall be on the tiles next weekend when im off woo-hoooo lol, well the decorating has had a major set back , im having the floors sound proofed so yep i have yo move lock stock and barrel out my flat while they rip the bloody floor boards up ! great stuff eh also due for a rewire so you guessed it all decorating work or ideas are stopped yet again ! yanno wot though im sick of this bloody wall paper and want it offfffffff but on the plus side with having to move out i have to have a clear out so yep i shall be cleaning all me crap out and clothes i dont wear anymore will be binned ,which will give me more space i suppose but it all just seems like a hassle coz i know it will stress me out ! phew just writing about it has made me thirsty off for a brew laterssss
Dee xx 21 giugno i'm herehiya,
yep im still here lol,not been on for a bit coz i been busy with work and going out,yep ive got a life
 though its still not up to scratch, well the love life did pick up but again yep you guessed it , it didnt work out but thats nowt new for me is it haha,i'm probly better off single,i keep saying that but i guess i do want someone to share my life with,but with who and when who knows ! ah well hope you all alright i gorra get sum kip working again tomoz take care xxlatersssss
Dee xx 10 giugno tiredddddddddd !hiya,
well i gorra say im knackered, ive just done 4 nights on the run and it were a killer,one thing for sure i could never do permenant nights you have no life,not that ive actually got a life doing these shifts but at least i get part of one with the 4 days off ! Now im gonna have a bit of a moan if there is one thing i cant stand its selfishness and im noticing it more than normal lately with certain people, i really dont like people who think of nothing but themselves and are all me,me,me, i wasnt brought up to be like that and was taught to share and care about other people not to blatantly think of nothing but myself , these people really need to have a long hard look in the mirror because selfishness is not an attractive quality ! end of rant lol,not been up to much due to being on nights all time, cars been in garage so couldnt mooch about as much but all jobs are done on it now so thats sorted for 12 months at least, well what else oh yeah nearly had a love life too but it werent ment to be after a couple of nights out an numerous texts and calls i decided he weren't for me but not to worry no harm done lol no broken heart this time lol ahh who cares i'm getting more used to single life now so dont give a rats about having a relationship, least ive no one to answer to hehe right im off for a brew then bed coz im going out for dinner tomoz wiv me mates
laterssssssss
Dee xx 30 maggio recovered from the weekend lolhiya,
well i'm bored stupid being off work,was supposed to be decorating but ive found out im getting a rewire done great stuff lol,more mess so decorating on hold for a while tut,well finished work friday and went out friday night with me mates,beer went down like pop and we had a right laugh and baby did i pay for it saturday was on the couch for 3 hrs feeling rough as ... i can tell you,when i was well enough to lift me head off couch i had a shower and went shopping in bolton to get a new outfit,thought the fresh air would do me good ! how wrong was i lol i didnt actually feel well till about tea time when i had to start getting ready to go out with me other mates, the beer didnt go down too well sat night i can tell ya but it didnt stop me from drinking it lol but again it was a good laugh but luckily i wasnt ill sunday but wasnt in mood for drinking lol, so just went round to one of me mates houses for a chat to catch up,but apart from that not really been up to much and ive no car tomoz coz its gone in for a service which is much needed lol i'll have to walk where ever im going,went up to middlebrook in horwich today to get stuff for pc another new hard drive lol when i put this one in i'll have 3 maybe i should clean one out then i wouldnt have to install new ones hehe,well going getting nails done on friday good job really coz ive just snapped one grrr, right enough of my ramblings im off for a brew laterssssssss
Dee xx 23 maggio week off work !!!hiya,
woohooo as of friday im off work for a week yeahhhhhhh lol about time too i need a rest !
So on saturday night im off out with the girls and i cant wait it feels like ive not been out for ages,so with a full week off work too i'll have to start me decorating or i'll never do it, been quite busy recently training a lad up at work and making sure he gets it right lol so me brains being doing overtime, well im a happy bunny at mo dunno why but im feeling alright so touch wood i stay this way,i havent seen nothing of the ex,ex but thats a good sign i hope he's give up the ghost and forgot about me lol wishful thinking, anyways apart from the love life which is still crap my life's not going bad for once!
haha now we get to the part about the message on my msn that ive now removed but said "your full of shit mate" its was for a certain person who's been trying to feed me cyber bullshit lol, i'm not going to name him but he knows who he is ! yanno he aint impressed me one bit with his crap and my message to him is give it up i cant stand liars, girls you know as well as i do we can spot this a mile off especially if you've been online a couple of years,you get to hear the same old crap im actually laughing to myself thinking he can think im that thick duh nobhead blonde with brains here pmsl oh well i just thought i'd shame him a bit lol,
yanno what i talk to loads of genuine people on here so i laugh to myself when someone like that wheedles themselves onto my list it just makes me take the piss outta of them so sweetie my message to you is dont blag a blagger you've been had over ive fed you the same shit back and you where too stupid to realise it hahaha,the real people on my list know me well and know i would do this to you and those that actually know me in person know what im like ! so show some respect eh tell the truth and not porkies haha right i think thats enough said on that matter haha
Right now ive stopped laughing i'll carry on with my blog lol though theres not much left to say except im off for a brew latersssssss
Dee xx
17 maggio Blast from the pasthiya,
well here i am again lol but gotta say im not impressed with recent events in my life,six years ago i came out of a violent relationship,the violence came from him not being able to stay of the booze,don't get me wrong without a drink he was the nicest person you could ever meet,but once he started drinking he was like satan in disguise and the violence started,i gave as good as i took but it was no way to live,i'd come home from work and my house would be a shit hole of empty bottles and beer cans,eventually at the end of my tether after 8 yrs i left and ended the relationship,i took endless phone calls of abuse and then he met someone else and i got abuse of her,neither of which bothered me as i could handle the pair of them,eventually after a couple of months i was left alone and them two got married ,i was free to live my life in peace, i also met someone but that didnt work out so after 5yrs in sept last year we split and ive been living happily on my own.
Its funny how your past always comes back to kick your arse, as i have found out.Yep his marriage is over and he is now single and has come back to haunt me,asking various friends of mine for my number ,am i single,where do i live ? Its a good job i trust my friends coz not one of them will inform him where i am, you may be thinking im scared of him lol but far from it im angry, what makes him think that after 6yrs he can come back into my life,the life i put behind me,the life i walked away from ! I know it wont be long before we come face to face but i got a message for him stay out my life sunshine coz you aint welcome !
Anyways enough of that i aint be up to much been busy working and deciding how im gonna do my flat up, yes the love life is piss poor lol but thats nowt new,so just thought id have a rant on here lol best go finish me cleaning not done any coz ive had a chest infection soooooo latersssssssssss
Dee xxx 03 maggio bloody media player lolhiya,
well as you can see i have still got two media players lol yes i cannot shift the knackered one lmao so before i ripped any more hair out ive had it cut ! which is better than having bald patches lol so ive decided the bloody thing can stay there until i can suss or sum nice person comes along and helps me remove it as up to now ive had no luck but thanks to suzi and penny for trying to help,well not been up to much except went looking for wallpaper for bedroom and ive found sum i really like so i think i'll go back and get it,its faux suede very nice !,oh had haircut and lightened yeahhhhhh got rid of the horrid black out my fringe and had me nails done so thats cheered me up easily pleased aint i lol,but apart from that not really done nothing haaa coz im a bone idle mare and i know it,i should be at the gym or summait instead of doing naff all but i will go when i get sum energy back anyways time for brew before bed so laterssssssssss
Dee xx
30 aprile bounced backhiya,
well firstly apologies for last blog wot a misery guts i was being lol,well as you can see ive bounced back and back to bubblie lil me again (i always do ),i just get like that now and again
because i bottle everything up and then it pours out but not to worry everything is peachy lol,
so what have i been up to well to be honest not a lot ya all know me by now and how bone idle i can be but ive not been idle so ner ner ive been working a lot and beeen doing me own thing like trying to find sum nice wallpaper for me bedroom,ive decided im gonna decorate me whole flat to give it my own stamp and erradicate any memories that might be lurking,i think casper the friendly ghost has moved in coz me telly keeps turning itself over hmmm
 i hear you say me telly is knackered but its not coz if it was it would do it all the time and it doesnt so spooky eh,right what else oh love life still non exsistent but thats mainly down to me lol im too lazy to look for a boyfriend plus being single aint all that bad really hmm lol oh well got bugger all else to say so im off for a brew latersssssssssssssssssss
Dee xx
26 aprile hi xhiya,
just gonna do a quickie coz im feeling really down,self confidence is at an all time low and at the mo im sick of painting a smile on,there's loads i could say but as usual i can't because im bottling it all up, remember im the strong one,the one that can cope,well i'm not ,i feel at breaking point and feel like i cant talk to anyone so as usual i plod on smile and crack a joke with the best of them and let no-one see how much my insides are in turmoil,i shouldnt even be writing this coz when i read it back it will seem like self pity and i don't do self pity so before i depress everyone who reads this im off to get me cup of coffee and chill on couch so
latersssssssssssss
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